A change in the foul wind

for the longest time, i was sure it would be not being willing to live with myself any longer that would push me over the edge.  now i'm pretty sure that, should that day ever come, it will be more a combination of factors, and not being willing to make any more choices i can't live with is more likely be a part of it.  it will take a lot of effort and diligence and cooperation to make sure that day never comes.