Like I said . . .

. . . I wasn't really tempted, it was just a thought. But if I'd actually done such a thing, I wouldn't have had the discouragement I experienced last night while doing my taxes. Of course, I'd have a much greater set of issues to deal with, far worse ones about my own nature and telos, and I'd have left this mess for my bride instead. And fortunately, God has already provided the means for last night's reality check. Now I must trust Him to provide for our other financial needs, as well, and continue to walk according to His plan for my life.