Ugh

When I can't post about what's really on my mind, sometimes I just have to share a couple of the little things.

First off: I'm lonely, and I miss you.

Secondly, I'm feeling tempted more strongly than in a long time. I hate that, and I feel as if I'm going to yield. But I'm choosing not to.

Also: I always envisioned that my life would be full of close, deep friendship. And it isn't. 

Finally: I know that I am Your precious son. Thank You for loving me. Help me to see Your plan for my life, seeing as mine hasn't exactly come to be quite as I imagined it.