Saturday: great sharing about how our decisions to be together have been feeling so much better than our decisions to be separate ever do, with pretty clear images to convey the contrast in feelings. And when you tried to interpret that in terms of decisions you make when I've made you angry, I thought we really communicated together that it was a broader issue than that.
Monday: same old decisions, and I got to spend another evening back in the dark tunnel.
Maybe my life is going to be mostly in the tunnel, with only brief periods out in the beautiful open landscape. Maybe that's my experience of the dark night of the soul, and I need to just appreciate the beautiful sunshine as it comes along, be thankful for it and for a life that lets me experience it once in a while, and not long for it so much when I'm not in the midst of it.
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