It's weird being on the job market again, being told I'm less necessary than my coworkers, not knowing how God is going to provide for the future.
While I have a strong mental confidence in God's providence, that assurance doesn't seem to reach my gut. Also, I had an interesting reminder yesterday not to misinterpret God's promises according to how I might desperately desire for them to apply to my own circumstances.
But it's still true that I am at least as excited as I am anxious. It's not quite as intense as stepping out of the airplane in midair, but it's the same sort of feeling.
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