Today's word

pungle /PUNG-əl/ - to make a payment or contribution of (money) — usually used with up
2 : pay, contribute — usually used with up

I don't look at the WOTD every day now, and this is my first new word in a long time.

i think too much

i'm about to leave the office, where my inside and outside realities are in harmony (i am alone) to go home where they are not. 

i'm tired of this.

what if

i really only profess because i don't know how else to live?

it was cold, wet, muddy, and fun!

Acura Sports Car Challenge at Mid-Ohio w/ Allan, Tim, and Mike.

don't tell me i'm not

on these two days of the year, i am always and utterly alone. 

soon, probably, i will be on two more, too. 

ugh

multiple dreams of my stepfather last night. some incorporated memories. none were pleasant.

i really do wish him the best in life and in eternity. i hope he finds abundant love and truth and eternal life in Christ. and i choose not to blame him for what my neurons are doing now.

i guess i don't have time for my shit anymore either