it was cold, wet, muddy, and fun!

Acura Sports Car Challenge at Mid-Ohio w/ Allan, Tim, and Mike.

don't tell me i'm not

on these two days of the year, i am always and utterly alone. 

soon, probably, i will be on two more, too. 

ugh

multiple dreams of my stepfather last night. some incorporated memories. none were pleasant.

i really do wish him the best in life and in eternity. i hope he finds abundant love and truth and eternal life in Christ. and i choose not to blame him for what my neurons are doing now.

i guess i don't have time for my shit anymore either

A bright spot

Daily cribbage. 

I'll take it. 

if joy is an indicator of an authentic Christian life, i must be an utter fraud.

What if . . .

. . .  instead of building up an immunity to iocaine powder, we just acclimate to its symptoms, but it's still fatal to us?

And what if our iocaine is sin?